Today I asked hubby to go up into the attack amd get my summer clothes. I remember sorting them out last year thinking ill never get back into these clothes. While sorting them last year I had obviously added my pyjama bottoms that I’d worn at the start of my recovery from the emergency csection and sepsis.

Today I found them and it really took me back…firstly I couldn’t believe how big I’d actually got during my last pregnancy no wonder my recovery from sepsis and the csection was so difficult I believe that if I’d have been fitter and better nourished throughout the pregnancy then the csection wouldn’t have been necessary(as the 4 other births I had were absolutely fine).

As you can see the pyjama bottoms are absolutely huge I can get both my legs and body into 1 leg but in the picture on the left they were fitting me fine as cropped trousers.

It’s not until moments like this that I realise how far I have come and how dangerous i was being with my health. I put myself into such a dangerous position that in this photo I struggled to play and have fun with my children. I knew then that things would desperately need to change so I could be the person you see on the right.

It’s taken 2 years of nourishing my body back to health but the small gradual steps iv taken daily, weekly, monthly have all added up to a great result. I really hope my journey helps inspire other women in my position to chose themselves so they are healthy for their children for their family and most importantly for themselves.

If anyone is struggling with weightloss or postpartum issues csection or v.b delivery drop me a dm on my Instagram page I’ll be more than happy to help ❤